I began to prefer to express my feeling in english now.May be the language i have used for more than twenty years is not enough for me to say more,or may be just because i have get tired of it.But in fact i know, i want to have my own room to release.Another language maybe helpful.My poor english maybe is full of faults and nobody else know clearly what i am really thinking about except myself.I am not close the window of my heart,i just need a room ,i just want to have a breath of the fresh air,giving a holiday to my spirits.