Second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, week by week..... Finally, it's almost one month after the first quarrel between us.
Such a suffering month I've ever had in my life since the process of realizing my own mistakes is really painful. Meanwhile, the most hurt thing is to realize how much I hurt him in the past quite long time.
I wanna cheer him up. I wanna cheer myself up. I wanna cheer ourselves up once again. My love, may I beg you to give me one more chance? This is not only the chance for me, but for you too, especially it's for us.
I am growing up but steping on your heart. If there is something I need to pay for that, I believe this month shall be counted in. I wish I may pay more if you may back home.
I miss you, dear, so much, from the deep of my heart. I call your name with my entire spirit and soul. Could you hear that? Would you like to come back with the calls?
I wish the wind may take my love, my kiss, and my hugs to you, wherever you are. I wish you come back with smiles and forgiven soon. I wish I will have your tight hugs, forgiven kisses once again......
I need you, my man, from the beginning till the day I die! Please come back......